i feel so bad. ok a little bit messed up with.. hmm.. i'm not sure.

well listen. i read someone's blog. then i found something that quite surprising me. "they" said, that I am a HUGE fan of himm! well I AM NOT. sometimes i did it as my jokes! i mean my friends and your friends are absolutely frontal, you know?! I was just soo sick with their frontal jokes, plowing tweets, edited re-tweets etc.. so i never say anything bout that. everything is just hidden in my meaning-full smiles.... don't you know how hurt it was when your dudes starting calling me as your "HUGE FAN"? oh man c'mon..

well i am messy enough tonight. because of somethings, which are i really don't wanna talk about. need friend? yess..


ok. i'd like to clarify that i'm not that crazy about him.. *aah* that is all. thank you -__-"




p.s : i'm so tired of being his fan O:)